Here in Melbourne Melbourne

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// It’s been a while.//

I’ve been feeling a little lost and sad lately.

See, since my last post back in December, C and I have been spending a lot of time together. Sometimes as friends, often as lovers. Always as two people who love each other. We haven’t really talked about it. I think it’s because it makes us both sad to know that we aren’t actually going anywhere, and if we were to try being together again, it wouldn’t work out. 

 I feel torn, because although I know that we can’t be together, I don’t know how to be around her without wanting to hold her hand or kiss her or touch her skin or rest my arm close to hers or give her loving looks or tell her she’s beautiful. The only reason I was able to be around her before without doing those things was because I was with L. Even then, I often had to suppress the urge to hold C’s hand as we walked somewhere together, or kiss her on the cheek when she said something cute. 

We fight sometimes. Last night, we both got upset because she had planned to stay here, but was invited to sleep over at her uni friend’s new apartment in the city. She called me to say that I was invited, and could I bring her clothes and some blankets. Not long afterwards, when a few of her other uni friends showed up, she told me not to worry about it- that she would get her things another time. I guess it’s a strange situation. She just doesn’t know what to say to them when they ask her questions. She tells them we’re friends, that we’re hanging out. I understand why she wouldn’t want to tell them anything else, but when she jokes about being embarrassed about it, it upsets me. I ended up staying there anyway. It was a little awkward, but I just decided to stay quiet and let them have their fun, watching movies and dancing.

 I wish it was as easy as being with someone and loving them and that being enough, but it isn’t.

Something’s gotta give,
it may as well be our fingers.
Touch me, ‘til my ribs become piano keys,
‘til there is sheet music scrolled across the inside of my lungs
cause i”m breaking old patterns.
Andrea Gibson (via mylifeasafeminista)

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Everyone is Gay: "When there is a lesbian couple but one is dressed as a man, aren't they just trying to be a straight couple?"

everyoneisgay:

-Question asked by Anonymous

Dannielle Says:

The other day i wore a tie bc I was TRYING to be a boy.

Then I was listening to Nicki Minaj bc I was TRYING TO BE BLACK.

After that I was eating some tacos bc I JUST WANT TO BE MEXICAN.

No, ANONYMOUS, that is not how it works. We are not…

secretavenue:

yoganywhere:

If this doesnt inspire, I dont know what will. What a way to wake up every morning!!

Wow

The human body is capable of some amazing things. 
I can’t even touch my toes. 

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I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them that no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and you saw them crying in their bed at night or singing to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street and even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think after seeing them at their most vulnerable you wouldn’t be able to help falling in love with them.

// Tegan & Sara fans, reblog this. I want to follow ALL of you.//

iwasnineteeeen:

ilookintothemirror:

yeseniabuelna:

sure-type-thing:

sainthood:

rebuild-restore-reconsider:

lovetype-thing:

Stating that you’re a Tegan and Sara fan is basically coming out to everyone within a 5 metre radius.

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Girl. 24. Melbourne.